Three Cancellations, One airline switch, should I just swim there?

I was annoyed each time but when I hear it all at once, I feel spoiled.

I’m thinking about where I’m going and I already know that it’s going to be more than I imagine.

To be immersed, anytime we imagine something, even if we’ve done it before, in the middle of it all

It’s just always extremely …. what is the word there?

But I guess to be in the future in our minds, is just operatively different from experiencing it.

With all the lights on, with all the gears in place churning

How much of our intention was carried out? How much of what we foresee actually came to life.

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Understanding the pettiness in us.

Interesting they say “Enjoy the journey”…

Bc the eagerness of being somewhere, being something, can distract from the present. I’m happy I caught on quick this time bc in all honesty, it was such a joy to linger in limbo.