A rambling madd woman? quite possibly, dont judge.

I only had a few minutes to write yet when i finally get to it, what was it that i wanted to write?

What was i thinking about, a very thoughtful version of walking into a room and forget why?

“What did I come in here for?” I feel thats something we’ve all done.

AsI grow up, and I say that literally. Often when I am doing something, I can feel myself evolve. Whether it be in career, experience, even my body.

I found two old iPhones I had. Perfect condition, just seemingly so incredibly old, compared to the state that we now have. the phone itself was tiny, the pixelation, and it had the home button, with the actual divot.

I saw my pictures of myself and I said to myself what I feel many of women Ive heard say to themselves,

” Look how skinny i was back then?” … but what it was, it was my youth. My lack of experience, the years hadn’t worn on my face just yet. At one point we just see ‘ Life” on people’s faces. Its what make the difference between a young-n’ and an adult. When we know “ohhkay- yup- they’ve seen stuff!”

So I had these phones. And I was looking at myself, my younger self in the pictures, and it wasn’t that I was ‘skinnier’, it was the the literal days of age- action- reaction- and repeat that had not taken place, therefore not represented in my cells.

Now when our cells are thriving, we glow in a particular way that lets the world know that, yes-in fact we are operating quite successfully.

I feel I have exercised my methods of thriving. Ive kept them for periods of time. The difference in the concurrence is as we heal, thriving cells will want to expand. Light just gobbles up more light.

we thrive in the darkness, bc we see the areas in which we shine.

once we are shiny- what do we do?

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